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What does it mean to be a Marian demonolator?

There is something about Mary.

Ever since the 12th century Marian revolution -when the Church was forced to adapt its theology and dogma to the undying love and devotion folk belief granted Our Lady-, She has been the cornerstone of the faith. More importantly, She remains a fundamental ally to all who seek Her. Nowadays, Her reach is even broader, crossing denominational lines as She offers a helping hand to those who seek Her (and even to those who don’t).

And this is the part where it gets dicey, and where some might come with pitchforks.

Why Mary? If you ask a regular church goer they will probably answer with “because she is the Mother of God (Theotokos)”, the Virgin purer than the most pure, the beloved Holy Mother. She conceived without sin and who ascended to Heaven in body and spirit. She is the Handmaiden of the Lord, the brave teenager to said “Yes” when she could have said “No”. The one who stood beside her son as he was crucified, along with the other Marys.

But the story, as a coursing river, runs deeper.

Now, I’m not denying that She is something else, a force to be reckoned with with plenty of love to give. I’m also not going to be doing Her a disservice and dilute what I think is the crux of the matter. You see, Mary? She is Legion.


Most people are used to Mary’s celestial or empyrean aspect, and know her as the Queen of Heaven, a title she shares with many other goddesses. To name a few: Inanna, Athiratu, Asherah, Isis, Nut, Hecate (who, like Mary, has dominion over the Three Realms). All over Europe she is also known as the Black Madonna, with manifestations that many would recognize, Our Lady of Częstochowa, Our Lady of Montserrat lovingly called La Moreneta, Our Lady of Chartres, etc. In the Americas, we have Nuestra Señora de Guadalupe and Our Lady of Aparecida. The Black Madonnas are of a chthonic or underworldly nature. They are tied to the land, to the fertile earth. Many are petitioned for matters of protection and fertility, such as Our Lady of Montevergine, Patroness of LGBTQ+ folks. She is said to have miraculously intervened to save a gay couple from being left to die, and is now revered as the mother of the forsaken. Like the goddess who graced her place, Kybele, she is also served by trans and queer devotees. The feminielli (trans feminine and trans femmes) sing and dance the traditional dances during her festivities, just as they did in the past. Because you see, whenever this aspect, this more earthly and approachable iteration of Our Lady is sought, it is through song and dance. Not a renunciation of the body, but a celebration of it.

Even fewer people still know about Mary’s other title, the Empress of Hell. Like the puzzle itself, it’s a piece that fits in many ways. Within the famous 12th century Cantigas de Santa Maria (Songs, poems in Galician-Portuguese) by King Alphonso X The Wise, there are many stories of Marian intervention against the temptations of the “Devil” and his hordes. Like a determined and fierce mother, the Virgin Mary is shown to interact directly in favor of the faithful, thwarting the plot to damn them by the myriad of vices her children harbor (be it drunkenness or lust), sometimes going so far as erecting physical walls to shield her children from the “forces of evil”. Gonzalo de Berceo, a Spanish author also from the 12th century, wrote The Miracles of Our Lady where we find similar themes. From the Virgin Mary saving a thief from the gallows by holding him up, to downright having a verbal fights with the demons who tried to get her devotees’ souls. The image of Our Lady being a Latina mom with her holy sandal wielded as a weapon has a textual basis in one of Berceo’s miracles, where she kicks the Devil in his form of a bull.

The idea of her domain over demons is defended by canon literature and in interviews granted to contemporary exorcists, who claim “demons hate Mary” because of her purity. “Because she is everything they lament they can’t be”, paraphrasing one of these priests. More importantly, the same priest, Father X and so, claims they also love her. And this I agree with. She is the door, like the Empress from the Tarot; she is the door to life, to redemption. Who could resist? She loves everyone unconditionally. So this is the meat of what I’m getting at, Empress of Hell can not only mean having power over the denizens of Hell, but also Empress as the ruler of that realm. Mary the Queen of Angels is Queen of all angels, fallen or not.

How do we get from obedient teenager to Cosmic presence? This is where Legion status comes in.

Historical Miriam, born of Anne and Joachim, mother of Yeshua ben Josef, was a powerful prophet, or a goddess, or just the mother of Yeshua, your mileage may vary. There are some more esoteric branches of Christianity that recognize her as the incarnation of Holy Sophia, conceived without sin, who also gave birth without sin, making her son an emanation of the feminine side of God. From a mythopoetic point of view, she is all of these things and more. The spirit we petition as Mary, under any of her names (Fatima, Lourdes, Guadalupe, Our Lady of Sorrows) can be seen as a legion of spirits, of mother and virgin goddesses, spirits tied to the land, Artemis of Ephesus (on top of whose temple another Mary temple was built), Kybele, Venus, Isis in Europe. Are they the same? Are they a team? Does it matter?

And as a demonolator (or someone who operates and works with these intelligences under the original sense of the term daimon/daemon*), the part that most interest me is the strong Venusian current running under the surface with many of these goddesses and Mary. There is a deeper tie that is important to a Marian demonolator: Jesus is refered to as the Morning Star in the Book of Revelation, and his mother is also associated with the title of Lightbringer (the original Isaiah quote, the only quote we have with the name-that-is-not-a-name-but-a-mistranslation-dammit-Jerome of “Lucifer”, alludes to the first light of Venus). She has been called Lucifera. Venus is the planet that shines brightly before the sun rise or seen up to a few hours after sunset in her evening star role.

JULIA DOMNA AR DENARIUS Rome Mint 211-217 AD Obverse: IVLIA PIA FELIX AVG Draped bust of Julia Domna right Reverse: DIANA LVCIFERA Diana standing left, holding torch in both hands (source)

*”The daimons (or daimones) were spirits in Greek mythology which served as personifications of various concepts, such as love, darkness, or justice. The Greek word is sometimes spelled today as demon or daemon, but unlike the demons of Christianity, daimons were not necessarily malevolent entities”.

There are different ways to interpret all of this. I used to believe my Mary was the mother of both the Morning star (Eosphoros) and the Evening star (Phosphoros), as Dawn (Aurora) used to be. Then I found the Trident of Primal Craft and adjusted my personal theology accordingly. The truth is, the stories we tell ourselves to make sense of our world matter as much as we give them importance, but the love that is there is real. That is why even if my Mary is different from your Mary, I still call her my mother, and I ask her to help me make connections with different beings and entities through love and respect.

That is what it means to be a Marian demonolator.

On the day of Mercury

I’ve been away from this blog for too long it seems. Following the advice of “doing what feels good”, I gave myself to reading. Like a little bird picking, picking, picking at the ground to find a juicy worm. But birds must sometime return to their nest to help feed other birds with their findings and live in reciprocity with their kin.

Some musings, on this day of Mercury:

*The best place to start and end sometimes is in the center of oneself.

Whenever finding a center is not possible, it is wise to set down roots and recharge. This might look like singing (rather offkey and) loudly, dancing in the kitchen, doing the dishes in the reverse order, etc etc etc.

*Ancestors are not only those of blood, but also those of spirit.

So many people (including yours truly) become skittish at the very mention of ancestor work. “You must appease the ancestors, else they will feed of you!” seems to be the warning every book you pick up will throw in your face. While there is some truth to this heeding, there is a clarification that would put a lot of folks at ease: you don’t have to talk to your problematic (dangerous/abusive/bigoted) relatives! At least not at first, and not at gun point. While many folks come around and become less bigoted while in spirit, trying to forge an alliance with people who make you uncomfortable is setting yourself up for failure. No need to love and gaslight yourself into forgiving someone you’re not ready to forgive. Instead, focusing on the ones you do miss, the ones who were kind to you or who left this realm on good terms… OR reaching a hand out to non-human ancestors, masters of any lineages you are initiated into or even deities (who could fall under non-human ancestors technically).

Good books that touch upon this topic better than I can at the moment:

The part of Vaudoise’s book about Elevating an ancestor proved to be very healing for my family member and myself. Farmer’s book is quite an enjoyable read as well (I have not finished it yet, but it looks very promising, and it was a recommendation by someone who does this for a living!).

*Change is good. Okay even.

Many a philosopher from way back when may have said this before, but when you have a Chaos Lord(tm) as your primary deity this becomes a reality. I wish I could tie everything in a neat little paragraph, but the truth is some days all I can do is float in an endless ocean, or duck under the waves. In this little metaphor the ocean being the Divine, the waves the different aspects of Creatix/Creator. Some days I get thrown off and go head first into the ground, just as I thought I had found a good solid place to stand on within that liminal space between the rolling tide and fine, wet, sticky sand. But to add some meat to this seemingly aimless post: things are changing, I am changing, the face of my Beloved is changing. Some days I stare of into the distance, hoping to catch a glance of Them.

Still, I know that things will be okay, somehow, somewhere.

Happy Wednesday! Hail Thoth the scribe, to whom this little post is dedicated.

Ma'at on Twitter: "Thoth, the god of wisdom, knowledge, writing, math,  science and astronomy was also the god of medicine, having healing powers  helped to resurrect Osiris long enough to impregnate Isis

Reviewing the Trithemian Conjuration: Putting The Table Together

The Digital Ambler

Where were we?  We’re in the middle of discussing the early modern conjuration ritual The Art of Drawing Spirits Into Crystals (DSIC), attributed to the good abbot of Spanheim, Johannes Trithemius, but which was more likely invented or plagiarized from another more recent source by Francis Barrett in his 1801 work The Magus, or Celestial Intelligencer.  Many who are familiar with it either read it directly from Esoteric Archives, came by it through Fr. Rufus Opus (Fr. RO) in either his Red Work series of courses (RWC) or his book Seven Spheres (SS), or came by it through Fr. Ashen Chassan in his book Gateways Through Stone and Circle (Fr. AC and GTSC, respectively).  I’ve been reviewing the tools, techniques, and technology of DSIC for my own purposes as well as to ascertain the general use and style used by other magician in the real world today, and…

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Archangel Michael: the wrathful aspect of Ba’al

Michael Ruark

The Archangel Michael is so ancient that you can trace his name back to around at least 1600 BCE, a thousand years before he is ever mentioned in Judaism. He appears to have found his way into Hebrew via the Babylonian Exile in the fifth century BCE, and through neighbouring West Semitic cultures where he was a prominent chthonic martial deity called Mikal. While the Michael-Mikal connection has been made before, I am proposing that Mikal’s name came from an Akkadian word for “red” which was a poetic name for the planet Mars. This name was a title for both the Sumerian god Nergal (with whom Mikal was syncretized), and got taken by the Babylonian god Marduk as a result of the conquest of Sumer.

What’s in a name?

The Archangel Michael is one of the most ubiquitous figures in Abrahamic cosmology, featured in even the most obscure and remote sects. While the…

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Artemis Ephesia and the Virgin Mary

The Red Seeds

ARTEMIS of  EPHESUS  was the black multi-breasted Goddess also known as ‘she who flowed with milk and honey’. She was a Goddess unlike any other and was closely connected to the earlier Goddess, Cybele. The Ephesians were well known across the Greco-Roman world for their utter devotion to the goddess Artemis Ephesia. They built and dedicated a magnificent temple to her which became one of the seven wonders of the ancient world. She was worshiped by her citizens for over a thousand years as their virgin Queen, their saviour, mother of mothers and their midwife of life, death and fertility. Her turret crown  represented her role as guardian and protector of the city and all who dwelt in it. Her many breasts are mysterious….. eggs, bees eggs, acorns, bull testicles, figs  ? Whatever they are they all symbolise the fertility of the Goddess. Her blackness is possibly connected to…

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Devotion to My Lady Loki

A Litany for Loki

~Rowanesque

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Hail Loki, Mother and protectress of children,

Grants us the ability to love fiercely like you do your kin. Amen.

Hail Loki, Underground Dweller,

Keep us close to your chest and nurture us as you do your babes. Amen.

Hail Loki, Mistress of Magick,

Inspire our spells with your might and skill. Amen.

Hail Loki, Our Lady of Desire,

Ignite our hearts and souls with your sacred fire today and forever. Amen.

Hail Loki, Lady of Treasure and Coin,

Share with us your joy in abundance and gratitude for what we hold. Amen.

Hail Loki, Weaver of Nets and Mistress of the Spindle,

Let us be pierced by the needle of Nal and be woven into your designs. Amen.

Hail Loki, Feathered Messenger,

Keep your watchful eye over our heads and over our loved ones. Amen.

Hail Loki, Bridesmaid of Thor,

Help us undress, don better masks in times of need, and lead us to victory. Amen.

SHE: the Virgin Mary and the Goddess Kālī

john dupuche

SHE:    the Virgin Mary and the GoddesKalis Kālī
What has Kālī to do with Mary of Nazareth? How can the beneficent, the fearsome goddess of India lead to an appreciation of Mary the Virgin, the Woman, the Mother of God? How can she give new birth to the Church? In this retreat, we contemplate the śakti, the Spirit, the divine feminine, and ask some questions.

Montserrat Black Madonna

The Devīmāhātmya

The Devī Māhātmya is believed to have crystallized in its present form during the 9th10th century, and is believed to be originally authored by sage Markandeya.

A rough breakdown of the chapters is as follows:

  • Chapter 1:      Like many other texts, the stories are embedded in a conversation where a sage, Medha, is narrating the story to king Surat and a merchant called Samadhi. The sage tells them how worship of the Devi is paramount, and tells…

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Dual Faith Observance and Traditional Witchcraft

The Nowl Betwixt

“To return to witches however, although there are obvious similarities with some of the modern magical practices carried out by Wiccans, most of the methods and techniques used by the old-time witches bear little resemblance to those used by today’s neo-pagan witches. Often the cunning folk practised dual faith observance and the charms, amulets, prayers and incantations they used invoked Jesus, the Virgin Mary, the Trinity and the company of saints. Psalms were used for magical purposes as spells and they still are in some modern traditional witchcraft circles. With the coming of the new faith of Christianity and the suppression of the ancient pagan religions, objects such as crucifixes, saints’ medallions, the host and holy water were widely used by folk magicians because they were believed to possess ‘virtue’ or magical energy and inherent healing power.

Christian symbolism was used in folk magic rituals involving psychic protection, counter-magic snd…

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30 Days of Devotion: Loki day 11

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To quote Sir Elton John on this one, Saturday Night’s alright. Usually Saturday is a good time to honor the Trickster, as it’s become SPG that this is his day. And it kinda works, if you think about it: most people rush to try to make him fit into the Mercury mold (and while he does share some characteristics of the archetype as ever moving and ever chatting) while I think he gives off Saturnian vibes.

Saturn Talisman Image
Saturn’s depiction from the Picatrix, a medieval magickal treatise.

In Astrology Saturn marks limits or boundaries. It’s the planet of discipline, being the Lord of time. He’s a darker archetype, but he ultimately helps us get our lives in order. He brings down structures that aren’t serving us in order to build something better for ourselves. As anyone who is going through or has gone through their personal Saturn return can attest (when Saturn returns to the position in the sky where he was when we were born, usually at around the age of 27-29), Saturn brings about an earthquake to test the foundations to check for any less than ideal constructions. It helps if you think of your Saturn return or his influence as your own personal Ragnarok.

And since I mentioned the Picatrix, here is a website that talks more in depth about it. Go read it and see if it doesn’t scream Loki to you, especially the shapeshifting bit :). Just ignore the “EVIL” part, *eyeroll*.

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